Good-bye

I'm searching for the words to say this to you
Even though we've expected this and knew
It'd be coming to us one day
But I know you're trying your best not to think
Of the day when all will be gone
I know the agony that's behind your smile
The tears that are kept inside of you
I see shadows of them in your bright eyes
Forgive me my dove
For breaking this love
I just wish I can tell you in more than words
How much I love you
How much it'd hurt to leave you behind me and go
I'm searching for the words to say this to you
That maybe after this time
You wont find me here any more
I promised that I'll fight
But what if I don't succeed?
Your heart will break
And my death will never be my rest
So listen to my last words before my breaths are lost forever
Love me my love but also forget me
And remember I wasn't afraid to go
Cause this is the day I lived all my life for
Let me lay down my head and drift to sleep
Caress with your hands my face
And kiss my lips good-bye