Hate filled silence

I saw her in a dream
We were happy
I wake up the next day
I find her for real
So happy
We were happy
We made out we went out
But what happened?
She told me she was moving
I was sad
But we thought we had a couple more days left so what did we do?
We lived them up
But the last day we would have had together.....
what happened?
She never showed up!
They moved early!!!
What went through my head?
Nothing
I felt nothing
I was nothing
I don't know what to think anymore
GOD WHY!!!!
I don't know anything
I was happy but then it's gone now
What do I do?
WELL???????
I want to know?
I asked all and I only felt hate
Because out of them all none could understand
WHY!?!!??!?!
It's not that hard to understand the loss of true love
SO WHY CAN'T ANY GET IT!!!!
I FEEL HATE RUSHING THROUGH MY VIENS!!!
WHY???
BECAUSE THAT'S ALL THAT'S LEFT ONCE YOU TAKE EVERYTHING ELSE!!!
LIKE HAPPINESS
LIKE LOVE!!!

Lost and confused
I sit in the dark waiting for god to finally answer!

~Webb