Solitude (Trapped In My Mind)

Hidden away in the solitude of my mind
Sitting and searching for something I can’t find

I’m Scared to death of the world around me
Covering my eyes so I no longer have to see

Afraid to show my face
Hiding from what I truly am

I take you away with me
Escaping whenever I can

But something’s not right here
What are you doing to me

Hurting me in my own bed
Manipulating me inside my head

The love I have for you won’t stay
It all steadily starts to go away

Suddenly I can’t wait to get you out of my life
Time is so slow and I don’t know who’s right

You betrayed me
Yet I still love you

You brought me out of that world
You kept me alive

But what you made me do
Caused theses thoughts of suicide

Am I gay or straight
Hell I don’t even know

Just want to get you out of my head
I just want you to go

BY: Corey Klosterman