Be Nothing

I am waiting here to see
What you've wanted me to be
Waiting for that moment to arise
A slave to walk to you

Nothing

Somewhere I am a king
Some world I am a God
Someplace I am worshipped
Here I am your slave
Bound by chains and your words

Promises I can never break
I am pulled and tugged now
A promise to myself now

Never should I be
The one who I used to be
Cheat and steal, never return
I am what you want me to be
No one I will ever see

Nothing

Sometimes I pretend
Wandering the lands of old
Mystical ages of Gods
Unicorns and nymphs
And sometimes I pretend
I am stuck with you here
Stripped, cold and abused

Years ago I was your God
Years ago I was your slave
Now I can see
Who I was really meant to be
The life of a man is me

The lies of my past haunt me
Twisting at my soul even now
I regret the past; no
No more regret
No more sorrow
I will never be what you want me to be
Something you will never see

Nothing

And somehow I can't forget
All those years I've done to you
What I've done best
Guilt sinks in and I am yours
Forever bound to slavery
Now I runaway
Now I break my promises
No

I am held here to my will
These promises hold me here
What do you want from me?
All the things in my past done
Somehow it all comes back to me
And takes me down again

Drowning in my own misery
Sometimes I've seen who I am
And never again to I want to see
Forever new I shall be

Nothing