Man I hate the world
And everyone in it
Ugh this is stupid
I can't write
I can't express my feelings
in any sort of poetic way at the moment
but all I know is that I hate people
and what they do to other people
they make me feel like I'm nobody
They shove my face into the dirt
and don't care if I bother to get up
I'm their best friend
and then I don't exist
Is there something written one my forehead
That says I can be used
And I won't give a damn?
And how come I can't see it?
I'm feeling very cynical and very wary
I used to be trusting
and now I'm just tired of all this shit
people keep throwing my way
actually, I would prefer it if they were
openly angry at me
and if they spit at me in the halls
but instead they just ignore me
I'm nobody
And I don't like it
I don't like THEM
But what can I do?
It's been happening for years
and still the same thing over and over
I'm so sick of people
Of the world
But I don't want to be alone
What do I do?
Author notes
I decided to do the freewrite thing on this site. The topic was "how stupid the world is." This is what I came up with. Pretty much just a rant.
I don't care what you think. I don't care what anyone thinks anymore. Everyone sucks.
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amen sister, the world does suck at the moment, but hey thats what me and seth are here for, to be there for you (except seth does not get what we talked about on the website) lol, but honey, the world will eventuallly bet better, as long as you ahve people who love you (like me and seth)
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I wrote this before the whole controversy with Emily. And you know, I honestly want nothing to do with her. I kicked her off my top friends and had an extra space with no one to fill, so I put a band there. I just SO am pissed off at her right now and honestly if she even messages me I have no idea what the fuck I'll do... Hopefully I can restrain myself but I think not.
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i suck? aww, thats not nice. ='(
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Awww, no you don't suck, just when you don't reply to my ims you do... XD
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