Apology

A loving touch, a tender kiss
Sensations that make life worthwhile
Your arms wrapped tightly round my waist
You pull me close with a gentle smile

Here it doesn't work that way
Because "it's not an appropriate place"
I see you sitting across the room
My eyes caressing the side of your face

I thought it would just be you and me
Sitting in that restaurant
Why did you ditch me for your club?
A simple date - that's all I want

I know you invited me to come
But I just felt it wouldn't be right
So I sat and talked with Jessica
(You remember her from yesterday, right?)

I wanted it to be just us
(I'm sounding like a pathetic flirt)
And now ignoring you like this -
You'd be surprised how much I hurt

I'm sorry, I just thought today
Would be a step from where we've been
Today just hasn't been my day
I'm looking back with much chagrin

First the whole thing with your club
(I knew my good feelings would surely end)
Next thing I know, Crystal comes up
And says she doesn't wanna be my friend

I have no idea why she said what she did
Which seems to make it hurt even more
A day this bad - I don't wanna see
What else this universe has in store.

So now you know why I'm ticked off
I'm not blaming it solely on you
I'm mad at life in general
I hope I've given you a clue

This awful day has crumbled
My emotions to debris
I'm sorry - there, I said it
Now please stop being mad at me

I love you...