I'm Making It Snow

I,
I imagine...
I,
I imagine death...
I imagine death so far...
I imagine death so far away...

(Chorus)
I imagine death so far away,
denying that I might die today
My eyes aren't dry from crying today,
no blues, my sky is grey

Tonight I just might find a way,
in my mind to blind the shade
from light through lense, my mind decays,
describing why I rhyme this way

(Verse 1)
Okay,
I woke up today, toked a J & opened my mind
we be smoking, crystalized dope with no grime
and in no time, my mind's polluted like the west-coast lines
like a stupid new kid on AP, I express those rhymes
Fuck the rap & shit, my demise, I can imagine it
can laugh at it, as I disappear like a magic trick
it never happened yet, but I hope it happens quick
but I'm askin' to avoid some sort of tragic accident
my casket's picked, just in case my ass gets kissed
by death being possesed, by a suicidal masochist
pass the spliff, so I can flow like a slash to wrist
but that's it, I'm on blast with death as my last wish

(Chorus)

Narcissus suicidal predator,
trying to kill but I'm the prey
I'm trying to find the time of day,
cuz I'm afraid my life will fade

Sky's still grey, now my clouds all pile away
which flow like my strife parade
Strife will stay through nights & days
as I drive to a life full of rage

(VERSE 2)
I'm not chocolate, nor am I a shade of vanilla
I'm illa than a villain killin' children
in the shadow of killa, for real I
am blackin' the grill cuz I'm still high
devil with a shrill cry, I leave the shilling thrills
I build some kind of guild like addictions to a pill
I'm admitting to this will while instilled with drilling chills
and now I'm really ill, a sick kid who's still abusing heavy liquid
guarentee we dread he's twisted, another wicked brother of another
color, run for cover, I'm a hunter 'bout to kill you mother fuckers,
I'm a rhyming fighter, not an undercover lover, anger's frightening
and the chance of mishaps not happening is like dangers of lightening

I imagine death so far away,
denying that I might die today
My eyes are dry from crying today,
no blues, my sky is grey

Tonight I just might find a way,
in my mind to blind the shade
from light through lense, my mind decays,
describing why I rhyme this way

My style portrays, rhymes I write on this page
everytime they sway,
my thoughts that rot inside my brain
...and they no longer hide the pain

Grow stronger when I slice the veins
on the rise, I write to try explain
my mind's insane, compromise for twice the gain
...my cloud's too nice to rain

(VERSE 3)
Sight-seeing with the all mighty is highly
unlikely, despite me writing lightly
like light beams in lightning.
Yeah, I'm finally 19,
I still don't know what life means,
it's time for me, it might seem
as I soak with visine, I wash away like night dreams,
then go grey like white teens,it might seem
like I'm mean when you hear my wife scream,
why do I fall down every which way that I lean
I leave wussies like pussies getting licked like ice cream
sure, if my life were a blur, it wouldn't be a nice dream
I drive with no high beams, I flow like when I'm slicing
or dicing up my scary night dreams,
the frienship shore
just buried my team,
now I'm bored cuz it's a dry scene,
I'm blitz with visine all the time cuz I might snap
I'm happy and I'm hiding my horns
like the devil in a night cap
I left my head for dead, but now I'm back
I'm on vacation cuz motivation's what I lack
I must be sick, cuz I'm trying to patch up the wide cracks
what the heck? I sit wrecked and collect cheques in high stacks
with no deal, I spit fire and my flame denies wax
but I adapt, because if I were to price rap,
I'd be easier to find with a fresher type track
cuz I'm like that, you think I talk shit now?
...My mouth's a big fly trap
I adapt to crap, so being happy is the reason I rap
I hit a dead-end, tell me how to get in your neden
up for air, and to the top is the way that I'm heading
higher than hell, and escaping the 1-8-7
no place to go so I row my boat to heaven
these drugs are paving the road, so I'm taking it home
my head's about to blow like foes when facing the chrome
I'm not shaking to slow, when I'm baked and tasting the foam
my brain shakes like a hemmorage while breaking my dome
I run away from my own, my body's rotting, erasing my bones
and in case I'm alone, I'm ready, steady embracing the tone
It's amazing I know, safe haven's the way that I go
I'm like global warming in glaciers, embracing the flow
so hey yo, I'm skating the flow, weed, I'm making it grow
and if I get coke, I'll be high as God, while making it snow