They don't know what it
is like to be me.
My face is the way it is now
because of my dad.
He would beat me whenever he
pleased.
He just doesn't know.
They just don't know what
I went through when I was little.
When I was little I was pretty.
But as I got older my dad
made me ugly. People wonder why
I am so scared of men.
It's not easy to explain why,
but they wouldn't know
since they don't ask. So
on my way home tonight
I am going to think of a way
to get away from my dad.
I will killmyself. I have
a knife. I will leave a note.
