I walk in with an arogant smile
Hiding the pain from you all the while
They say truth relieves the scars
Somehow though that's brought me this far
A look of rememberance sets on your face
Along with the torture that we can't erase
Tell me how good it feels now
Because anger is something that you don't allow
You expect to see me break
Pushing me to see how much I can take
I sit with a memories knife in my lap
Cutting away pain that waits in a trap
You ask me how it feels to burn
And if a strong lesson was learned
I push away with a roll of my eyes
But you know I'm covering lies
You want me to tell you my pain
Explain to you something that I cant explain
You sit behind that mahogany desk
Wanting to hear things that I can't forget
Another evening wasted in sorrow
Covering myself with hopes for tomorrow
I show you anger while you tell me lies
Tomorrow I'll be the one who survives
Author notes
I've had a perfectly wonderful evening; but this was not it. - Groucho Marx.
I seriously hate goin gto see a psychiatrist!!
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I have a psyhciatrist too love, so don't worry I can relate to this and I don't like going to them either. OK I am a proud person but at the same time I know sometimes it may help and it's worth a try but it never seems to effect me that much. It's just annoying being patronised and analyzed like a lab experiment and how they feel they know more than you and they can predict your behaviours and need to keep an 'eye' on you. OK I could rant but I wont. Thanks for entering.
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