you

you  tell me im beautiful
a joy in your life

you tell me u care
and one day i will be a great wife

you make me feel special
like something soo rare

but

you build me up with your words
only you take them all back

you make me feel worthless
as you state all i lack

you make my heart melt
and im left feeling so bare

then

you make me appologize for all that i am
as i beg  you to love me again

you smirk to your self
feeling so sly

you treat me like im special
and like you're a great guy

too you its a game,
but to me its my life

im left alone
with no one to blame

you call me months later
with an "i miss you" tone

but

when i wont be yours again
you let out a sigh

with an expression of deep pain
you look me square in the eye

you tell me you're leaving
off to iraq

but are you lieing
trying just to get me to take you back?

this is all new
i've never heard of it before

and now you're saying you may not last
if i ever want to see you again i need to do it fast

only

you say things for attention
so how can i be sure?