Dear Chris (father I never knew),

I am walking through life not knowing who you are
or knowing if you ever thought for a single second of me
only knowing that you left me and mama all alone
with out any help from you
i'm stuck thinking now and then if you ever think about me
or wonder of how i look or anything about me
if you ever want to meet the daughter you never knew
thinking if you would ever regret if you left this world of never meeting me
if you ever wanted me as a daughter
why you left us like that
if you ever loved me, not or will
if I came to your house one day and saw you for the first time
would you like me
I ask myself many questions about you and me
not knowing what I should do
not knowing if you loved me
if you wanted to see me
mama once told me that you had a choice to meet me
but you didn't want to
because you didn't want to beat me like you did her
but the thing is that your the one who helped my mother give me life to live on this world
to find love, friendship and care
plus forgiving
I don't know if I will ever forgive you but I know I will never forget
but I really want to get to know you
I might call you daddy but I have one
my uncle is like my dad plus the one i have now
but there is always room for another
all I know about you is that your first name is Chris
maybe when I turn 18 we can meet I am planning on it
and maybe you might love the daughter you never knew
but I do care for you Chris, unknown father I never knew!