It Didn't Matter Anyway

Shooting stars don’t mean a thing
Nor do your hands around my waist
I’ve got a vial filled with my own tears
Sensation ceasing to go away

When I smile, he smiles
When I smile, he smiles

Mouths shut, eyes open
The darkness surrounds us like a quilt
Our smiles bloom, our faces blush
But now what once was bloomed begins to wilt

When I smile, he smiles
When I smile, he smiles

My memory’s blocked out the light
I can hear you breathing soft and clear
Like lies seeping through your moonlit hair
Your head on my chest, you know I’m here

When I smile, he smiles
When I smile, he smiles

I can’t feel you
You can’t feel me
I can’t stay away from you
You should stay away from me

Don’t look at me
Don’t feel me
Don’t touch me
Don’t hear me
Just leave me
Forget me
I’m all on my own now

When I smile, he smiles
When I smile, he looks away