No words could ever fully express my pain
To the extent of my vulnerablity, I can't help
but feel it bleeding through my veins
At this very moment I withold the prolonging
tears begging to be released
To be expressed and comforted
Am I pleading for help?
For someone to come to my aide?
I can feel my heart break with every beat
I can hear it screaming; begging to be loved
I've taken away what love was so blindly recieved
I scream out to the world; to myself asking why
My lungs can only force out so much oxygen to
the point of drowning
Am I drowning in my own denial?
Has the point of no return already pass?
The nights may pass on
But my mind is forever restless
Who am I to take the blame for my own gullability?
Please tell me what you think
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We have to take the blame for our gullibility, at least if it is repeated. What is that saying? "Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me."
Being vulnerable is not fun. I do know the feeling, but at some point we have to take charge if we want to change how we are and feel.
I am sorry for your hurt.
Sandy
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awsome
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