† Not The Way It Seems †

The Truth About Heaven is that
It's not all rainbows and sunshine
It's darkness and pain
It's not an escape
It's filled with acid rain
There's no escape for the wicked
No escape for the blessed
Babe I didn't know what I had
Until I lost the best
Watching you from closed doors
In another world
I can never see you smile
Tear drops fall from your face
Emo is your latest style
Pictures of us on your wall
Sadness upon your face
Watching you from the other side
My suicide was such a waste
Walk past my grave in the dark tonight
Saw the stone and the note you left for
me
You ask me why and baby, I just had
to leave
The truth is, I'm here to tell you
That heaven is filled with rain
every hour, of every day
And I'm miserable without you
Never to kiss your lips
To wrap my arms around you and hold
you close
I watch you while you sleep
You're the most beautiful rose
Death was supposed to come easy
But the truth is it's just another lie
Nothing's perfect the day that you die
Baby, it hurts to see you cry and asking
me why
As bad as I'm wishing to hold you
To have you be mine forever
I have to tell you the truth
You wouldn't like it up here
It's such crappy weather
In all formality, it's not the way
it seems
Babe, please listen to me, when I
tell you in your dreams
I never want to leave you,
I've left behind me for you, our
love, every little trace
I want to see the sunshine
come back upon your face
I'm sorry I left you behind
And I didn't really tell you why
Baby I'm so sorry, I never meant to
make you cry
And maybe one day you can forgive me
and hopefully move on and be happy
But maybe that can only happen
If I simply let you be.