him:
i was tracing love notes on her clit,
trying to embrace something inside her.
why was there this constant sadness,
with her gorgeous precense.
her:
i was focusing on when this would end.
not how.
not how tragically it would end.
but when.
you made a lot of promises.
and I didn't let myself believe them.
I swore I didn't.
But when everything falls to pieces,
I looked back on those words.
And I keep thinking, why didn't you keep it
why didn't you keep it
why didn't you keep it
WHY DIDN'T YOU KEEP IT.
you told me you loved me first.
I didn't even say it back.
I guess that was the worst thing,
letting you love me first.
Because then I genuinely believed it was real.
YOU LOVED ME.
i'm tripping over wires,
like the memory of our love.
my only question is ;
why does this hurt so much?
him:
"i'm fighting for the right of guys"
her:
bullshit.
you talk the biggest bullshit ever.
you think i'm throwing it all back in your face?
I don't owe you a fucking thing.
You can't put me in debt for fucking sexual actions,
you owe more than you'll ever know.
You owe me my heart back,
you owe my fucking respect.
you owe me desency,
and last of all you owe two fucking months of my life,
in which I feel so hard in.
Give them back.
You murderer, you took my paper thin love and just trod on it.
And now this black footprint, is just embedded here.
Waiting, waiting, and no amount of toxicity can wash it away.
( - beneath the sky we were lovers.
and you said "if you ever need anything call me"
you never kept true to that. I never made promises I couldn't keep,
so why didn't you just shut your fucking mouth because your lies,
were the most painful thing I'd ever heard - ).
him:
"i'm sorry. just talk to me"
her:
talk to you about what?
the pain.
the anguish.
you don't know how much I scarificed for you.
you don't know and you don't even care!
sorry's just a pathetic excuse in your mouth,
you don't know the god damn meaning.
SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH.
Author notes
i have no idea where this sudden anger has come from.
i will do something poetic, some time soon.
this needs a few finishing touches.
10th june, but idk american time is later than mine.
breathe.
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So Truthful
trapped
ravished
emptied
discarded
washed into a soul of tears
slapped
demolished
descieaved
broken hearted
watched you inforce these through the years
but sometimes its the her
the one who likes to tease
and she can murder
with just a little ease
from a smile to a hands of bloody knives
When I did more than asked - willing for her as my wife
then she spits a venom web around my heart
when we met I was full of light
now I'm in the dark
but then it's not about me
it's about she
the one who begs not to be alone
and then cheats when your away from home
and lies when inside you knew it anyway
Just ripping up a unused heart and throwing it away
and blames her anger on I
makes me want to stab myself and die
but still I hold myself by you
because we might be how we used
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him:
"i'm sorry. just talk to me"
her:
talk to you about what?
the pain.
the anguish.
you don't know how much I scarificed for you.
you don't know and you don't even care!
sorry's just a pathetic excuse in your mouth,
you don't know the god damn meaning.
SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH.
On my gosh bb, this is so sad!
I hope this isn't true. ily<3
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ahh it is true.
i wish it wasn't.
<33
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Ouch! This poem is full of anger. There was one line though, that I didn't quite understand and that was "because I generally believed it was real". Is it supposed to be genuinely? Generally didn't quite make sense to me, but maybe its supposed to be that. In some ways, I can totally relate to this. Good job <3
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No,it is meant to say genuinely, hehe thank you for that
And danke, not good that you can relate to it, but I hope it's over for you know.
ily
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