Every day I turn a page in the story that I write
Unanswered questions is the topic here tonight
Tonight the endless tears stream down my face
And its only now that I start to feel so out of place
I stare into my mirror and I know that this isn't me
Yet the black in my future is all I continue to see
Every night that I close my eyes to try and sleep
My eyes always find a reason to stay up & weep
And when I sit in my room I feel empty & alone
The answers I search for are still left unknown
And when I force a smile i want the pain to end
But I know I'll wake up tomorrow & start again
Theres always something small that causes rain
And I know its my weakness that causes u pain
For a split second I forget about being so down
But its not long after my smile turns to a frown
In all the instances I try to hold back my tears
Raises the first answer to stand up to my fears
Crazy thoughts that wont erase from my mind
The meaning of my life is still yet to be defined
Author notes
alot has been going on with my so called family... its gotten to the poitn its over whelming
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