And I Don't Know How I Got Here

Over night something in me changed
I don't know what it is
I don't know if I like it.
I've become a different person
Completely by dream
And I don't know how I got here
No I don't know how I got here.

My mind is muddled with noise and clatter
I wish I could throw
This vase and watch it
As it shatters
But I can't do a thing
And I don't know how I got here
No I don't know how I got here.


I hate the words she speaks
She's so vain
And yet at the same time
That complex keeps her sain
And she's wrong and she's right
But not over night
No not over night like my
Terrible flight
And I don't know how I got here
No I don't know how I got here.


People constantly yelling at me and around me
I don't want to be deaf by 30
No, no I'm only 20.
I want to know what happened to me
What did they do to make these
Changes in me
I don't feel like the being
That I was before
I was rolled into that hospital door
And I don't know how I got here
No I don't know how I got here.

I want some peace
I want some serenity
I want to feel safe
And not afraid of what
People vainly call
Authority
I want to be happy
I want to feel like I'm supposed to
When you wrap your arms around me
You also let go
And I don't want you to
And I don't know how I got here
No I don't know how I got here.