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my nightmare is just beginning

i heard you were let out
then i couldnt catch my breath
then you came to my home
and scared me half to death

we argued
i knew it would happen
you havent changed
that is why i have to keep my wits up about you

why did they let you out
it isnt the best thing
you better stay away from me
for your sake

you have caused so much pain
and distruction in my life
everytime i see you or here your voice
i want to pick up that knife

i thought it was over
but it is just beginning
this journey, and fight
that is never going to end

i thought i was okay
i thought i was alright
but i guess
i am not

this life of mine
is corrupted by you
but i will not let you control me
i will not let your memory be true

then there is my nightmares
that will never cease
of the days you hit me
and knocked me down on my knees

and here i thought
this was all ending
but as it turns out
my nightmare is just beginning

this poem is based on events in my life, my ex was just let out of jail and i fear for my life but i have a restraining order and he knows not to come near me and i think he will respect it this time but i am going to watch my back just in case but i think i am safe....no i know i am safe

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  • Deaths Servant
    August 24, 2008
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    Lovely

    I like this poem, I'm just sad for you. Need anything message me for my E-mail.


  • Aiyoris Maryian
    June 19, 2007

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    If he does come around, as your vampire aunt, I will kill him for you. I'm very protective about the people I know, whether best friends or just acquaintances, so just let me know if you need to talk. Glad that you're strong, girl.


  • night sky mystery
    June 8, 2007

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    ah wow this is a very strong and emotional poem,....im sure he wont come back im sure he has learnt his lesson,..your a vey strong person to have gone through something like thiswell done!!
    all the best