Harness> (in company of my razor blade)

angel of my heart you left this number and a string,
pain in my chest and this box of memories,
lies cut deep flow from your eyes only words could hurt much more than fist fights,
pouring iodine stain the skin make it feel more like the inside,

confessions of ourselves give you the first kiss well i might,
heissened walks in the dreary afternoon sunlight,
shared our falls with sighing save all my tears just for me,
and all your rumers spreading deap wont scar forever.

but its alright the pains subsiding nows its gone,
its overighting all the ignorence you gave to me with pretty bows,
yeah its alright throught these vented walls i feel the change,
no longer fearing everything i can get back on this horse and try again,

tripping on this waters edge with a pocket full of all you'd said,
follow the hollowed drain that leads me back to home and you,
spying clouds and lazy days sitting on the shore you waste the nights away,
four bottles and your home again handjob friendly and alone again,

but its alright sarcasms only but a game,
drunk act of passion yet again leaving emptiness and heartache,
its alot like holding hands and skipping stones,
and if your not leaving here alone then i guess that i'll have to,

i guess its gonna take some time for me to stay clean,
but the worst is long far gone behind me, at least i think for a while,

i'm leaving tonight take one last breath for all i knew,
see the sink i'm bleeding into life is listening but am i doing anything about it,
another pose a second drink, asprine just anything,
make an end to this peaceful solution here,
and to numb this pain, to numb my pain,
for m.c.s. and those who cared ____________ and to numb my pain,
to numb your pain. wind blowing through my hair and ears,
i know i'm yours forever more.

i died for all those lying songs but now the razor blade is gone,
and its getting better still no its getting better still.