This Is Just For You

I dont know why you can't notice me.
I sit and wonder why you can't.
You been the right person that has changed my life.
I'm so thankful for that.
I wish you can see all this pain that I have.
The pain that makes me want to hurt myself.
The only reason why I'm still living is, because you make my life pretty.
I cry all night to sleep and pray to God to help us make it through.
I know its not easy, but I want to try to make us stay together.
I love spending time with you.
Laying, Kissing, and having you near me makes me feel new.
I love the fun times we share together.
I love everything about you.
I'm scared to be hurt again, but I guess I shouldn't be
I dont want us to lose our relationship.
I hate fighting for stupid reasons.
I'm so sick and tired of all this.
All I just want is for you to forgive me.
I know I said sorry so many times and also said that I will change.
But truly and really I do want to.
I can't make it without you.
I need to know that someone is being their for me.
Yes, I know I have many best friends that I can spend time with.
But I chose not to be near them.
The only one I want is you and only you.
To me you are my best friend that will be forever.
I love you baby why can't you see that I'm trying my best to be better for you.
I only want you to love me and never leave me.
But if you can't seem to not notice me then I guess thats the end for us.
You will always be part of my heart.
The one and only person that I would want to spend my life with.
Te amo