Feelings of a life so fake.
Everyone thinks you’re happy,
But inside you feel dead.
Your insides are crying.
You scream for help
but you feel like it will never happen.
You hate the people you are around.
But can’t do anything about it.
just have to sit --- and deal.
It seems that everyone has an idea about you
But they are all wrong!
just want to tell everyone to fuck off!!!
No one knows you.
They can’t
Their minds can’t understand
Mentally you slice your flesh
Over 1000 times a day.
But no one knows.
The voices of familiars
Belittling you in every choice you make.
Why can’t you just run away?
Wanting to sit in a room alone
with a chemical induced numbness
and a razor sharp blade in hand.
No cameras
No whiteness
No flaws
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