Increasing in brain waves, uncontrollable emotions and thoughts plague the war inside my head.
Insane or just mentally unstable? Tragic irony or poetic justice?
Loving this entity of beauty, loving a mere object of lust, and loving a gorgeous woman all in one. Confusion falters, and mighty lies storm through my head.
The evil that spreads through my poetry, the evil thats in my heart like a virus, sending wave after wave of deadly lines that would permanently scar and would hurt any who dare betray its beatings'
Breathings become erratic and I start to shake and quiver. I begin to sweat blood and I cant seem to stop stressing over this tragedy. Blinded by so much of the world I'm not even sure I am in reality...maybe I'm so sure this is real it has to be a dream that I cant wake up from.
Just take this away and make me believe fairytales are real, otherwise pull the plug and let me die a comfortable rest. The brain cant live without the body.
I cant eat...I wont sleep, it doesnt seem to calm my nerves, nor this cigarette burn.
Sometimes I think I'm writing in circles, other times I just cant write period. Hearts are shaken and broken, my lungs are shackeled and are burdened to carry such a heavy weight.
Love is a blessing, love is a curse.
Not many will achieve this ultimate state. The ones that do, most of them never make it out alive.....
Plaguing thoughts consume me, and my emotions tear my walls down. Anger, seems to be my only resort after all this...Anger..the only emotion I sometimes wonder about, the only one I actually fear.
The pain beckons, and I scream out. You say this is worthless while I'm tearing my lungs out. You fall and I catch you, I fall and I just pass right on through..
Love is a blessing, love is a curse.
Not many will achieve this ultimate state. The ones that do, most of them never make it out alive.....
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just so you know...I really think I'm losing it..
Please tell me what you think
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what words could i say? this is powerful and deep, and i hope that you keep holding on, you have a friend in me and if you ever need anything just ask.. much love
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wow
"The evil that spreads through my poetry, the evil thats in my heart like a virus, sending wave after wave of deadly lines that would permanently scar and would hurt any who dare betray its beatings" is my favorite part this really is a great write
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broken...
L K M L B M D
O I E O R E O
V L ! V E W
E L E A N
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Love is a blessing, love is a curse.
Not many will achieve this ultimate state. The ones that do, most of them never make it out alive.....
L K M L B M D
O I E O R E O
V L ! V O W
E L E K N
E E
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my favorite part...
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excellent write i have to say...xxx
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typo!!
*know
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wow.. this is.. i dont nkow.. amazing..
I think that you have gotten everything out awesomly..
Quiet brilliant && all.
xoxo
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Great write!
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