Addiction

I had thought you actually cared

I guess I was wrong.

An addiction is slowly taking you from me.

Is it worth our friendship?

Does your addiction mean more to you than I do?

I want to understand

I dont want to feel hurt and confused and rejected.

I miss how you use to be before you lost yourself to your addiction.

I miss being able to talk to you when I knew you were listening and cared.

Now all I get is one to three worded responses or silence.

I want to help you become less addicted but I fear that you'll resent me for it.

I feel selfish for wanting to talk to you w/o you being in ur addiction all the time.

I apologize for being selfish but you're my friend

I care about you I dont want to see you lost in addiction.

I am quietly and patiently waiting for you to return to the person that I had thought cared about me.

Even if it tears me apart I'll wait and always remain your friend.