all i want to know is why?
why did you have to go and
cause me,
no, force me to grow up so fast
you abused me
you abused the trust my mother gave you
you abused a little girl
a girl who was only 8 years old then
who lay there on her bed
not knowing what was happening
as you reached under her strawberry covered tank top
and caressed the budding breast that was there
why?
why did you do the things you did to me?
why did you make me grow up so fast?
you abused me
you abused a little girl
a girl only 8 years old then
when you climbed up onto her bed
and pulled down her pink shorts and her cotton panties
and used your tongue to violate her further
why?
why did you do this?
why did you make me grow up so fast?
you abused me
you abused a little girl
a girl only 8 years old then
when you pulled down your shorts and took out your penis
and placed it over her forbidden parts
and pressed down
and she lay there motionless
scared and unsure of what was going on
all the while her little brother slept
on the botton bunk bed
and her mother, your wife
slept unaware of what was happening
just down the hall in her children's room
why?
why did you hurt me?
why did you make me grow up so fast?
you abused me
you abused a little girl
a girl only 8 years old then
when you took away her life
her childhood
and all her dreams
why?
why did you do this to me?
why did you make me grow up so fast?
why did you abuse me?
Author notes
yes this is true, i know it's hard to read but i had to get it off my chest.
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Very very sad write. Full of the pain you're feeling. You've portrayed it well. I can understand all too well the need to know 'Why?!'
I'm sure we all want to know why, but then I'm also sure that the answer would never be good enough.
Hope you're ok
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It was very brave of you to share this. It brings tears to my eyes. To repeat the question that there can never be a satisfying answer to, WHY. 8 years old is so young and he was so selfish. No one deserves that. I hope writting.
Lanivity
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i understand
i went through something similar
my father physically abused me for 6 yrs
never sexually
but he left when i was 12
but when i was 13
i friend of mine who was 18
i thought he way such a good friend
you know
never hit on me
then one day at his house
he wouldn't let me leave
i wrote a poem about it if u a want to now more
ne way
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its good that you can say these things. i learned the hard way it is better to let it out. my life wasn't quite like this, but i know how it feels to be afraid in your own home.
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NO! Abuse is sooo wrong! This must have been really hard for you to write. 8!!! For crying out loud, who is that idiot!?!? You're above that now, sweetie, and all I can say is that I'm really sorry this happened to you, and it's wrong, but hold your head up and don't be ashamed because it was not your fault.
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Babe keep on writing, its better out than in, the past cannot hurt you anymore, a great expression of emotions, very intense x
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I DONT BLAME YOU
ITS A HARD THING TO DEAL WITH I KNOW FROM EXPERIENCE I HOPE TELLING THIS BRINGS YOU A LIGHTER LOAD TO BARE
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