To even think it crushes me
To say it will deafen me
To see others go through it
Oh nana *bows head and sighs*
Sitting here.
Wondering,
Waiting.
I wish I just knew
I'd know then how to proceed
How to approach you.
Are you keeping something from us?
Are you afraid?
Nana, so are we, terrified, lost
We need to know, one way or the other.
I'm angry, bitter even
Not at you nana but at the unknown
You're in there, I can't stick it!
Working so I can't come and see you
Seeing you would bring peace of mind.
I have this gut feeling
I can't shake it, can't get rid of it
It's somehing bad, something final.
Oh nana please, i'm begging you
If you know just tell us!
I'm going crazy with worry
Mammy is too, she's stopped eating, not sleeping
It's wearing us down
Oh nana
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My grandmother is in hospital at the moment. These are the emotions that are playing on my mind. I just hope that they are wrong.
Please tell me what you think
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babi i know what your going ive been ther and im here again feeling everything you do through my love for you together we will get you through as i am your crutch just like you will be for your mammy babe i wish i could do more for you as i still feel me just being on the phone is not enough you need and deserve more im sorry babi i love you my angel xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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oh babe, I hope all turns out ok. Have hope and be strong. I myself am all too familiar with hospitals. It's like you don't want to breathe in the air so you hold your breath when you walk down the halls. That's how I feel about them.
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