[ Was this special thing that we had ]

Was this special thing that we had
suppose to really go this far
why did i drive 5 hours
just to meet you
to put a face to that intriguing voice
the one that had me so
     
C a p t i v a t e d

i didnt want anyone new in my life
i wasn't asking for someone to L o v e  me
something about the way you spoke
made me hang on every word

Polite sentances, sexual hints in between
made me H O T as we talked for hours
oblivious on what you were going to mean to me
years later

i wanted to know you
deeper than a phone call
this enchanting feeling
you gave me every time you laughed

When i saw you

3 A M

Tired from driving so long
to this old hotel i pull up to
knowing your room number
staring at myself in my car mirror
so nervous, checking my make-up

so many "what if's" running through my mind
if it wasnt going to be as spectacular as i think
maybe i won't be as amazed with you as i imagined

i knocked

you opened

I  S m i l e d

when i saw those eyes
and that sweet face
smiling  B a c k  at me

we enjoyed eachother till morning
and in the morning sunlight
i saw your blue eyes Sparkle
made me want you again
and again.....and once more again...

We didnt have a problem connecting
combining feelings with actions
your body was contagious
my heart was pounding
from your breathing in my ear

Whispering promises
how was i to know that you

Meant Every Single One

and that we would be together for years
after this one night

i love you so deeply
that i couldnt ever express
the way my heart can smile
when you are in my presence
when your hand is entertwined with mine

but just as time through an hour-glass
         
     
          things change

    W E  are miles from what we had

        S H E  has you now

i am here sad
alone
depressed

with tears falling
on your photos

        on O u r pictures together

i sit trying to re-capture my happiness
the happiness Y o u gave me

Now you make her smile
that i know is true
i am going to wait
like you asked me to
for this thing to run its course

you don't want to break her heart
but your breaking mine
but i will wait
how-ever long it takes

i will be waiting
for you to return to my world
hold my heart
and be with me my sweet soul-mate

forever and for eternity
till the end of time  baby
 
    I    L O V E  Y O U