a letter to my best friend

i want to be there for you
i wish i was a better friend but instead it was all about me
now that i lost you i'm lost in my own world
i want to be there for you
i wish we could have what we used to have
you helped me through so much but i left you hanging
i really miss our old days
i remember how we would miss school and walked the park
i still laugh about the time i lost my shoe at the creek
i remember when me and kat and you skipped school
and went to the mall but the mall wasn't open but it was to eary
so we sat in the parking lot and song sing that we knew
then we try on prom dresses
i remember the one time we skipped school and we hit the bank's pole then
we fall asleep at korls parking lot and woke up few hours later
remember the times we go to the store and we can never leave without
buying underwear and we have dresser full of them
remember the time we went to the mall and we got kicked out
remember the mustart song we made up and how everyone loved expect for our moms
remember all the time i sneaked out to hang out with you
i remember the time when it was snowing so hard that we almost crash into the
car that look like my mom's we freaked out
and how your mom though you were at work and she was like do you want me to come and pick you up and you like only if she knew
we still laugh at the one
remember the time you made me go into mc d's because kyle's mom wanted to see me
and i have no shoes on and my hair was a mess
i still smile i remember the time we try to roll a blunt for our pot when the car was moving we still laugh where i hided it too
i remember the time we went swamming at your house and we took a shower together and
your brother look at us werid when we get out
we laught so hard about that one because they knew i'm a lesbian
i remember so much more
i still have purple magic i still sleep with it too
i still got the picture we took and they hold so much life in them
i want to be there for you
i want the most of all is my best friend to forgive me and to have her back

i miss you and i love you carmen