[ Keeping secrets, ]

Keeping secrets,
one by one,
lined up on paper scraps
littered on the floor.
Neon lights & tapestry making
it so hard to drone them out.
I just want to touch you,
and hold you,
kiss you, and make you
mine.
This girl, that
makes me shiver,
makes my heart skip a beat.
She's all I've ever wanted,
all I thought I'd ever need.
She's so far away, but right
here by my side,
this beautiful girl
makes me tremble at her sight.
We like each other,
her and I, these two girls,
two beating hearts,
crying eyes,
once bleeding arms.
Society blames us,
points the finger of shame.
Liking girls and boys.....
it's a tricky game.
Makes my heart feel heavy,
when I can't hold her in my arms.
Makes me want to scream
and fall to the ground.
This perfect creature I can't have,
taunting my life.
Just want to kiss her
before I end my life.