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I have to do it

Slice
Puke
Slice
Puke

I need to be thin
I need to be beautiful
But I feel there is no way
I slice my body with a blade
in hopes that the things I don't like will just go away
I try not to eat I really do
But there are those days where I have no control over the things I do
so I puke up my food
there is not other choice

slice
puke
slice
puke

That is all I can do
there are huge cuts in my arm
in my upper leg
there are cuts everywhere for that one reason why
I want to be thin
I want to be beautiful
and there is nothing I can do
so I cut away with the parts I don't like and hope I will get what I want

slice
puke
slice
puke

I puke up my food in a way that is strange
but it is a way I feel I have to do it
I cut the ruff of my mouth so that the blood trickles down
when I taste the blood I feel I need to puke and that is the way I do
The taste of blood is horrible to me
so that is how I get rid of the food you see

I slice and I puke for I need to be thin
I want to be a beautiful girl that I never see within.

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  • nobodys-girl
    May 30, 2007
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    this makes me want to give you a hug! this is so much like my own life that it hurt to read it. i've finially stopped cutting but my body is still covered in scars. i hope everything works out for you. thankyou so much for entering my contest and best of luck!


    • my-angle
      May 30, 2007
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      well

      Thank you so much for the oppertuniy to enter your contest and I am glad that you like my poem I hope it was what you were looking for.


  • Olivias Violin
    May 30, 2007
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    I so wish that our society promoted better values; inner beauty.