How can I compete with a great friend like that?
She speaks so truthfully of trust and hope
And puts it together so much better
Than I could even imagine
But I'll just go with the flow
And make an attempt
Knowing I'll never succeed in being the better person
And no, it's not really a competition
I just want to be sure of...
Well...
Selfish things.
And I know she's not the best person,
And she's made her mistakes.
But I have made so many more mistakes,
And I'm afriad I've reached my quota, my limit,
Where it doesn't matter anymore.
But I'll make this attempt,
With the best thoughts in mind,
To feel comfortable enough with myself
To feel that I, too, can be an okay person.
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I never imagined that it would last
Or that it would ever begin, for that matter
I met you so long ago, almost 3 years
And I can't believe you're the one I'm meant to be with
At first, I thought we rushed into it,
We didn't know a lot about eachother at the time.
But I had a gut feeling, a really good feeling,
I knew that it was the right time to ask the question.
I've asked that question before,
But never felt as satisfied until you responded, "Yes".
Listening to the soundtrack for the city of motions,
That completely contradicted the situation.
Ever since that day-0ctober 2nd, 2006-I'll never forget,
I've never been in a better state of mind,
Which might seem hard to say,
But this is a truth I'm glad to accept
When I look at the beautiful woman you are,
I never want to leave you, I never wish to hurt you,
I never want to see you cry,
I just want to be the best I can be.
But being the best I can be is harder than it seems,
Especially when I try to be perfect and fail miserably,
But I do my best to regain some composure,
I just want to make sure you never want to leave.
To leave this now would make it all seem pointless,
Almost 8 months of my life I never want to give up,
But rather expand for an infinite time,
Riding on in the this sea of mood swings, changing the tides
I know you've sacrificed a lot for me, as have I for you,
I just hope you believe it was all worth it,
That you will never regret anything that happens.
But I can't help but feel scared.
I trust you more than I've trusted anything,
And it's not you that I'm worried about at all.
I'm worried I might end up to be too much trouble,
Leading to disasterous situations.
I set those thoughts aside when I find the strength,
And focus on the beauty you are,
And dream of happiness and satisfaction,
Waiting until we can make this official.
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