it's been over a year now
coming up on two
since you were on top of me
turning my body blue
filling your filthy pleasures
everything i had to give
was taken away in a hearts beat
unable to go on and live
resorting to the blade
i shed the blood on your hands
vowing to never make the mistake
of letting my heart love again
i may have forgotten what you said
but i won't forget how i felt
blaming god for the pain inside
and the card i had been delt
with skin torn in a crimson pool
i felt i could never again be me
but no matter the damage thats been done
i refuse to become a fatality!
