I don’t know how
to catch my mind
frantic, pacing, racing
through worlds of warwords
Thoughts;
they pick at me
flirt with my mind,
whipping whirlpools of
misarranged sentences
without you I am nothing
nothing am I without you
am I without you nothing
am I?
I try to make sense
of what’s happening,
find a niche
feel safe,
but I can’t find the place
I just can’t find it right now
So I withdraw and
lose myself,
somewhere between
misfired neurons
and Pavlov’s dog
Perhaps I could let go,
if only I could hold on,
but straws crumble
like sugar cubes melt and
my mind jumps around
bouncing marshmallow walls,
pleading with her
to come right out
or just stay sepia







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