Honestly, You're a liar

I'm not worth the consideration. Not worth a single phone call. Not worthy of the air I breathe. At least thats how it seems, when it comes to you.
A gentleman is something that you are not, and I was foolish to believe you. I'm nothing to you, just an idle carnal pleasure that you can use up and destroy when you are done with. The truth is something you don't understand, and yet it would be so beautiful on you. Two faced and always on the run from something or someone that you've wronged. Did you ever think that maybe if you didn't make the people that care about you feel worthless you wouldn't feel so alone. You always told me that you never knew what was coming next, and you were fine with that. I guess I never even crossed your mind once. We could've made the whole world jealous.
I'll lay back down in the bed that we once shared and think of all the people who've lied. You'll always be at the top of that list.