Apathy aligned

The alcohol bites my hand desperately
I clench its teeth so effortlessly
TAKE ME upon your road of hate
For I crave your words of late
To come through effortlessly
For the pain to come so desperately

I've had this pain redefined
By this apathy aligned,
Which I broke in confidence
I deify the anger sense
To create a rift in mind

The cravings beat in like racists
My pride and hope desists
Because of my slit wrists
And my pumping, hating fists!

COME ON COME ON
I've had this pain redefined
By this apathy aligned,
Which I broke in confidence
I deify the anger sense
To create a rift in mind

I cause blood to spurt
From the aching hurt
That I critically need
And selfishly greed
For, to listen to heed
My words of doubtless creed!

PUT YOUR FISTS UP
I've had this pain redefined
By this apathy aligned,
Which I broke in confidence
I deify the anger sense
To create a rift in mind
FEEL YOUR PAIN!