On That Day

As the night creeps on
I hear all the things i wish i had told you

You were always there for me

With the love of a brother 

But now its too late for me to say 

All the things i need to say 

As my tears roll down my face

I drift off into a daze 

There i hear your voice 

Like agnels singing sweet hymms

I remember how i used to hold you 

And always struggled to say 

The words my heart wanted to 

Now your gone so far away 

all i can do is hope for they day 

We meet again  and i can say

Everything i held back while you were here

As my finally fall into a weary slumber

I drift into the sweetest dream i could have

Where our family is whole again

Where i have both of you in my life

I cry ask i think about how things changed

The day you left me here

An went away

Man you were my brother

Why'd you leave that way

You ended everything we had planned

But even though you left me here alone

I love you brudda

And to the sweetest angel of them all

My precious one

Our family was finally coming together

And becoming whole

But then on that cold december day

You were taken away

I hate myself to this day

Had it not been for me

You would be here to hold our kids

To play with them

To teach them right from wrong

To teach them how to truely hear a song

All the things i cant do

Because we lost you

To you both you were my guideing lights

My rocks to hold on to

As i weathered each storm

But now im all alone

Dieing from the pain

Of this living hell