Where are you?

Time is all I ask for
I need just a few to myself.
Maybe I need to know where we stand at this moment
And then I will let you know.
I just can't seem to forgive what you just did
To me or what you did to my sanity either.
Why did you just leave me
When you are the one who saved me?
For I am grateful for what you have done for me
But I just seem that I can't let you go.
I know that you must leave
That you have someone other than me.
What I can't figure out is why you left without a word
To where you are going?
Maybe I am not worthy of being in your precious space
I should all in all escape the world from my misery.
I have noticed a shimmer of hope on the top next to the food
And took advantage with no one around.
You were the reason that I became me
You hardly look at me anymore.
You turned into one of them
Now I can't stand to be around or think of you at all.
So tell me why have you left me
Instead of being with me?
Am I not good enough
Or am I worthless to you now?