To Come Through

Can you help me and be in love with me
As my friend be part in the
Breaking of my heart
Then help me put it back together again?
I risk it all for you my deepest love
And yet I'm alone here again
I try to reconcile the feelings
I have inside then I have to
Recognize that you told me
We aren't for life
And I'm scared now
Don't know what to do
Had my heart set on you
The whole time
I don't know know
Do I date other guys
Do I date other people
Do I do I?
I don't know anymore
I know you and that's who I love
I don't know if you love me enough
You're in love you're in love
With the person that I was before
The mess I became
You always have a way
Of making it back in
Just in time
To help me pick up my pieces
Not many left that I can reach
And I'm scared and I'm alone
And I have no one to call my own
I have nothing left but tears burning
As they fall down my face
Right now even as I sit behind this desk
Daydreaming of you
THinking of you
Fantasising about you
At the very least
I got hours and hours to go
Before I can go home
And I'm feeling let down by the world
By the whole entire world
I feel like I've done something wrong
When I know that I have not
And I can't understand
The thoughts that are going on
I want my baby I want my child too
For once in my life
I'd like to come through..............for myself.