then what am I?

Don’t tell me it means nothing
Because it means everything to me
So if you tell me it means nothing
What’s that suppose to mean?
If you’re nothing is my everything
Then who am I to you?
You’re telling me you love me
So then you have to love this too
When I am finished
And I have failed at what I do
I can feel my life disappear
As if I have failed at my life too
I know you’re here to comfort me
Remind me that’s there’s more
But please don’t tell me that
I shouldn’t put myself down any more
Please, don’t tell me it is just a game
That it’s simply just a sport
Don’t tell me it won’t change my life
Because its what I'm living for
You said all my hopes and dreams are just a thing
It cannot be my whole world
Well I AM living it, IM LIVING IT
Could I please get your support?
Don’t tell me it means nothing
It is the biggest part of me
You have to love it if you love me
So either love me or let me be