Love is a give and take
I was moreso the giver than
the reciever
I expected something
totally different than what
the guy I was dating wanted
out of the relationship
which didn't make a good
end result
in either relationship I
was in
No point in wallowing
in misery or self pity anymore
because they guys have moved on
and i should too
neither of them are worth my time
or my tears
Time to move on
I've gained peace with myself
and this situation at my reflection spot
down by the Contoocook River
thoguh technically at this time
i am there in retrospect
Though You're Beautiful might have been
an enpty phrase in that particular situation
\it may not be as such all the time
those lips may have been tainted with lies
but I shouldn't let that blister my self-esteem
because those guys didn't really see me
for who I am
tha I am beaultiful inside and out
Letting the negative emotions
that these failied relationships
and crush that didn't end up the
way I wamnted it to wasn't worth it
letting those lies that fell from
those tainted lips make me wallow in pity of
myself and led me to drown myself in drunken sorrow
wasn't worth it
nor was the embarrassment or the bad hangover the next mornig
I am who I am
and no one else can control that
this is my own redemption song
from all the relationship problems
i've had this year
I am done with wuth self pity
and ready to move on
sha na sha sha sha na
this is my redemption song
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