I dont know why i lose,
all i know is that i never chose things to end this way.
why do you go away?
cant belive things just ended with a imature problem.
i dont know what to do anymore,
just sit in my room and think about you,
as my eyes turn like contaminitated rain,
smearing shit,
becoming a corrupted stain,
i cant take this convulsion in my heart
bleeding slowly through my mouth,
swollen fist turning purple,green.
Im becoming idiotic,unredeemed,
my senses absent,
for ever deceased.
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this is about one of my best friends that i lost because of something stuped after 7 yrs of friendship.
shes not tlk to me as i try to still be her friend i cant belive shes not tlk to me jus because i supposably said she was fat when i never said that.Maybe she didnt want to be my friend n the only way to get me away from her was to say thats that was the problem......i dnt know anymore i hate lige augh...........i cnt belive im actually saying those words.....
Please tell me what you think
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Great
This very well written
That's all it takes a misunderstanding
maybe she never wanted to be you're friend no more. maybe she is not a real friend
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this was a really great write, and i know what you mean about losing a friend over an immature problem. it is really hard to lose someone that means so much, but sometime it helps you to move on to other places that you had not thought possible before.
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... wow i dont kno wat to say.....im so sorry hun.
im sure shell get over it...i cant imagine her not wanting to be ur friend? thats a long time. i kno because my best friend ive known her 8 years. would be too long to drag...
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