Thoughts have appeared once more
Maybe I should let go
As I sit alone at night
Thinking suicide
Cutting has stopped
The blade so sharp
The skin so white
It makes it feel real
It makes me feel alive
But I don't want to hide
The scars, the marks of the blade
All the time
Thinking I have control
I'll be alright
Then thoughts come
Of suicide
And I begin to cry
Thought I had my life
On the path of light
But now I see
It was all just a lie
Maybe I should let go
As I sit alone at night
Thinking suicide
Cutting has stopped
The blade so sharp
The skin so white
It makes it feel real
It makes me feel alive
But I don't want to hide
The scars, the marks of the blade
All the time
Thinking I have control
I'll be alright
Then thoughts come
Of suicide
And I begin to cry
Thought I had my life
On the path of light
But now I see
It was all just a lie
Author notes
This is somewhat true for my life at the moment...I don't cut now...It's just that I'm starting to feel really bad again...It's like I backtracked a few steps...It'll all be better after I figure out what to do on Tuesday...if you know me and you're reading this then just msg me if you have any questions...
Please help me figure out a title for this one...
Comments
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wow
i love this poem
my fav part is
Cutting has stopped
The blade so sharp
The skin so white
It makes it feel real
It makes me feel alive
But I don't want to hide
The scars, the marks of the blade
All the time
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this is a reaaalllyy good poem....i love it....its really similar to how i feell....
love it <3


