not goin' down

i cannot believe
this is how it's goin down
i can't believe
it will never be my town
again
the end
of my days in the sun
are the end
of the days where i live for everyone
i have no time
for walking the line
im fading away
a little every day
im reaching in
but I can't begin
to express my thoughts
my feelings
my reds or my blues
i'm just waiting
to hear the good news
but it isn't coming
and we're f*ckin' screwed
cause papa was
a rollin stone
and mamma
didn't make it
on her own
and i can't believe
this is how it's goin down
i cant believe this
happened in my home town
and i am not goin down
not in this or any other town
f*ck ya'all who think
my body is a tool
f*ck ya'll for not
following the rule
of what you get
is what you give
and you take
what you receive
and when what you get
isn't what you want
you still know
it's what you need
but take the time to grieve
i'm not going down
not going down
i'm not going
down