I’ve been jaded and caged
And for so long only felt rage
But he took all that away
When he came around that day
Oh how stupid I was
To trust him just because
Until now…
But how…
How could I slip so low
When everything he said was never so
I want to hate him but I can’t
He is the only one I can’t
I chose to be numb for all those days
Because I hated to feel this way
But now I’ll choose it again
Choose not to feel again
I’ll wait some years
And never shed these tears
Until it is safe to feel
For now I just don’t have the will
To feel all the things that I want to feel
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