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Confused
In a haze
Lucid from nightmares
She never thought
She'd face
The blunt of a joke
Taken too far
Confidence slipping
Raching for something
That was there
Grasping
It disappeared
Guilty and blamed
By her mixed-up self
Tearing her heart
Along with everyone else
Secrets kept hidden
That no one must know
The ones she blames
Herself for
Closing her heart
Never will open
To anyone else again
Blocking her heart
To save everyone else
Building a wall
Hoping and praying
She won't hurt herself instead