Don't know why I cry
Try so hard
To hold it all inside
But pretty soon I break
Tearing my world apart
Everything crumbling
Don't feel like living
Giving in would be so easy
But I want to live
Not die
I want to be happy
Not live like now
I don't want to cry
Or lie
By saying I'm fine
Do I not deserve this?
Everything's moving
But I'm standing still
Pretending to be fine
While the pain screams
And my heart bleeds
Eyes begin to water
As I just stand there
Saying Everything's all right
Author notes
I wrote this last week...It's just baout how I was feeling...
