I fall to my knees,
Hurt behind my disguise.
Can't you understand?
Nothing I said was lies.
I love you, I do.
But when you're like this, I need space.
It's not that I'm running away,
Just that I can't stand to see anger on your face.
I'm terrified of anger.
It scares me more than you know.
So don't think I just "gave up",
Or that my emotions were just a show.
There were other factors in this too.
You wanted to be with me forever.
I'm not ready for that.
So "us" I chose to sever.
You asked me once to marry you.
I politely turned you away.
You were beyond wasted,
And we're too young to realize the price we'd pay.
It was so hard to make this choice.
But I did what I had to.
You can't say "This is bullshit."
'Cause I did this for both me AND you.
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awe!
i really like this poem!
very, very good!=) -
aww...I really like this and can relate.
The last two lines are my favorite.
Cheers. -
Yet again, your words move me. God, aren't relationships just devastatingly traumatic? I hope writing is helping you through it. I send big
your way.
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I LiKe iT!!!!
this is really cool......the words that you used they fit perfect.....and it shows that you really did what you did becuz you care and wat not.....and that you were doing this for you and him.......good write keep it up...
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