I know it hurts

I know its hard after a incident like that
But you cant just brush it under a hat
you feel ugly and in pain
and that you have nothing to gain
you are not alone I am here too
and believe it or not I know what you are going through
I was raped many times
and I felt like nobody's story was like mine
witch is true no story is the same
and rape is not game
I was rapped by my sisters friend
and I was afraid that he would hurt me in the end
I knew who he was and there was nothing I could do
I felt like the solution was for me to move
That way i would never see him and nobody would know
But that was not answer but I was afraid to let anyone know
I felt my sister would not believe me
turnes out she did it was my friends that left me
they did not believe that someone like that would do such a horribal thing
they all knew him one of my friends even had a fling
my mom and my sister both believed me
but I did not want them around me
That will happen and may stay that way for a wile
But you have to talk about it sometime other wise it will turn into a big pile
Of hate and tears and being afraid
Take it from me talk about it please
Thinking about it will start to go away
it takes some time but one day
You wont think about it so much
and you will feel like it is ok to have that touch
from friends and family to say it's ok that you are there
you may still think about it when someone mentions the person or you see them somewhere
and you will want to do something maybe hurt yourself because you feel it is not fair
but don't do that please just know
that people are there for you when you feel that way
so tell someone that you are thinking about what happened please
and they might try and get you to think of other things
get your mind off of it
but please just know one thing
I have been rapped and molested many times
And I am here to talk at any time