The Nightmares Are Over For Now.

It is morning again
The sun is shining bright
My eyes are open
I am awake now

The nightmares are over for now
I can continue my day in peace
I will still have thoughts of them
I will forget those fears for now

I try to keep busy to not think
I try to forget the pain
I try to forget the choices
I try to forget the lies

I remember your faces
I remember your smiles
I remember you words
I remember your hate

I forgot to say how I felt
I forgot to tell you I miss you
I forgot to tell you I still want you
I forgot to tell you I don’t hate you

I will live for today
I will live for myself
I will live for the memories
I will for you

I hope you will forgive me
I hope you will love me
I hope you see through the lies
I hope you will come back to me

I close my eyes
It is time to sleep again
I am frightened of the nightmares to come
I am afraid you will still hate me