Destroyed

The lake I see before me,
is dead, alive no more,
It's trees that surround have gone with it,
only left in forbidden lore,

In this dark tunnel I search,
merely another test,
but then I begin to wonder,
and my fear is my unrest.

My happiness I look for,
a cocoon of laughter and smiles,
but I know I will not find it,
gone and lost for miles.

My feelings are bursting out of me,
To god I try to send,
but I know he will not hear me,
doth this tunnel hath no end?