I have been sitting here for what feels like forever
Trying to figure out what I want
If i should take the risk
Lift my arms and jump
Into what i don't know
Closing my eyes and letting go
I think
"Am I ready"
I feel as though I'm a little girl
Scared about the first day of school
I don't know what to expect
What people will say
I am always happy for a while
And then something happens
And I lose it all
Makes me wonder if the risk is worth the reward.
I want to believe that the great man is out there
I pray everynight for the right one
Someone that will finally except me for me
